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Anonymous ASKED

Well, see… then never. And I mean never go through with it. Just imagine how many people would be devistated. Just, you need to find some way of getting happy. Being negative is not the way to live.

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Anonymous ASKED

Please don’t though. You can keep your mind with the thoughts, but you really need to try your hardest to get them out. You were put on this earth with a purpose, don’t ruin that purpose by taking your own life.

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Anonymous ASKED

Your parents would care. They might shrug things off now, but trust me.. they would fucking care.

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Anonymous ASKED

It fascinates me too, but you have to be really careful with the things you get into. I don’t know if you read a lot earlier today about my friend, but one of my good friends hung himself on the 22nd. You know, suicide is hard topic for me to even think about right now.

I miss him incredibly, and dude… whoever you are, trust me, someone out there would miss you.

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But does it really take the pain away?

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Why do you do that? It’s wasting your life away. Drinking does absolutly nothing for you, and I’m serious. It does nothing. All it does is give you a massive headache and a terrible hang over, plus it makes you do stupid shit. Drinking makes the pain worse, rather than take from it.

You need to find another way to cope. Life gets tough, but we need to learn to keep up with it and just say fuck it every once and a while and not give a shit. 

You fell apart, but have you tried to put yourself back together?

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Hey, it’s okay. I’m there for you. Don’t take your life because of family. It’s never a good thing. Can I tell you a story?

Last night a good friend of mine took his life. He got suspended so he had to go home. He went in his closet and hung himself by a belt. His friend found him in the closet hanging, they rushed him to the hospital but died in her arms the way there. He had so many people that loved him. You have no clue, there a tons of kids crying, and just are.. devistated because of his death right now. I cried for hours, and he wasn’t even my best friend, just imagine how his best friends felt, and his sibling, and his parents..

He was into drugs, he hated life. He always talked about dying and how he wanted to take his life but everyone blew it off as just another kid that was dealing with tough shit and needed to get over it. It wasn’t.

I miss him more than anything right now, and now you have to put yourself in that position. Imagine, even though you disagree with your family a lot, imagine them after you stopped living. Do you think they’d throw a party? Do you think they’d be happy? I’d bet you a million bucks that they wouldn’t. They would cry to no end, and do you know who they’d blame? They’d blame themselves for the rest of their lives.

What about your friends? Or the people that our assholes? Oh they’ll feel sorry. They won’t blow off your death as just some other kid. Trust me. People who hated my friend were in tears, and not just for show either.

You are loved, and you can’t let little things get to you like that. I know they will, and I know it’s hard to overcome them, but you honestly need to look past them. There are bigger and better opertinites for you out there. Look for them.